emotions

This love game can be very exhausting....although I don't see this as a game but sometimes I can't help but think it is.
Some days I miss you so much, I just want to cry...wondering if you even feel half the way I do about you.
There also the good day when it feels like I can still hope and dream of being with you and then there are days when it feels like these hopes and dreams are a lost cause. I understand the circumstances of this situation, but it'd be nice to know that you at least care or is willing to try.

When a heart breaks it don't breakeven.

This song has been stuck in my head all day long. I'm thinking there must be a reason....I'll tell ya when I figure it out.
DISCLAIMER: I do believe in God and I just happen to love this song.

"When u know what u believe, u will never be influenced by those who don't believe." - Keith Craft

Procrastination is a disease

Wow....that was reaction after reading a draft of some short story I was starting to write. I totally forgot all about it and the sad thing is, the story sounds really good. I wish I could finish it....but the inspiration is gone....I don't even know the ending to the story.
I wish I could learn how to finish something I started...I have so many drafts of different kinds of stories that are yet to be finished.
Sad, indeed.

Psycho---Mania

My recent fascination has to do with psychology and basically anything that has to do with the study of human behavior. I don't know about you but sometimes I always find myself wondering, "what makes people tick?'...It's like one minute you see this normal person and the next you hear they did something very outrageous..something unbelievable and it's very hard to comprehend that such a person would do such a thing.

I've always loved psychology; in fact it was one of my very first choice of study, but circumstances caused me to close that window of thought. But now, I've decided to pursue it! I have a very good feeling that I wouldn't regret it.

So I'm back in school working on my Nursing major while working on attaining a BA in Child Psychology. I'm much interested in working with abused children. I overheard someone say, "molested children tend to objectify themselves" and I think that statement holds a lot of truth to it because when a person goes through an abusive experience, they tend to feel worthless and thus allow themselves to be treated like crap by others because they feel like they deserve what's been handed to them.

The reason we see a lot of "messed up" people in the world today is because someone very important in their life has hurt them beyond repair. [to be continued...]

We all go a little mad sometimes - Joseph Stefano

p.s I love you

Sometimes it's very difficult to put in [your own] words how you feel about a certain issue or person....well that's until you hear a song, which happens to be speaking the exact emotions you have going on...
Anywayyyyyy, I'm feeling a little blue at the moment..I've been listening to this two songs repeatedly over the past 3 hours...
1) Brown eyes by Destiny's child
2) Lost by Coldplay