Scream

When I start listening to a certain song [mostly sad songs] over and over again then something is probably wrong. Well, at this very moment, I am beyond stressed out. I'm stressed to the point of wanting to rip my head apart. But for some reason, the music calms me down for awhile. I wish I could scream in this quiet library...the silence is driving me insane. you see what I mean? ohmygoodness! I'm losing my freaking mind!
Unfortunately, school is not the only thing stressing me out; the entire world is stressing me out. I just want to go to some place where nobody knows who I am...I just want to go away for awhile.